Entry: Why? Sep 3, 2004



Whoooooooooohooooooooooo another ½ Dae YAY!!!!!! But am not in a mood as u can see WHY i put my title why? Ok well even though 2dae is half dae we dun get rest we still study and then i know that my friend 1 of them always disturb me i mean i feel very irritated i feel like KILLING HIM. I mean am very angry on tat time i dunno wat 2 do so i juzt try 2 calm down but it failed. Ok then when am going home that time he disturb me again plus another friend dis two is the always 2 IDIOTS i hate MOST in class always makin trouble. So is like when the bus come 107 when am boardin 2 bus too many ppl tried going up the bus so it was crowded, then my both IDIOT friends tried doing sumthin 2 me when am boardin the bus. DISTURB AND DISTURB AND DISTURB untill NON STOP!!! Like they trying 2 use their finger 2 touch my head then when i look back they tried 2 look sumwhere else like acting INNOCENT MY FOOT!!!! Then when in the bus i was standin so they went up the stairs of the bus, they came down touch me AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! Coming down and up, down and up the bus juzt 2 touch me LIKE STUPID IDIOTS!!!!!!!!! I feel not myself WHY?????????????????????????????????????????? And i dun think they know tat they r hurtin my feelin. So the bell in the bus RANG, 1 of them came down and looked at me and is like tryin 2 make me laugh! So i dun stared at him, the OTHER 1 came down and touch my hair and say BYE.................then he went down the DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN i HATE THOSE 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like KILLING them USING a KNIFE STAB THEM!!!! They are from my class but i juzt dun wanna review their names. Please if u see me dun ask me abt dis!!!!! And when they disturb me i feel like cryin and i was like angry 2, i tried 2 calm down but is too hard. I tried 2 hold back my tears and i did. Why ppl want 2 bully me?????????? Is it becos am small? Is it becos am a LITTLE GUY HAS NO BRIANS???????????????????? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY???????? I asked god for helped and i will see wat will happen! I feel like doing physical on them but i know wats the trouble if i do physical on them, i know i get much more punishment from god instead of i do on them. I dunno wat 2 do by then i feel sad, terrible and feel like cryin. I hope god can do sumthin abt it. Anywayz 2dae is friday i hope 2 see u guys on Sat. Bye...


God please help me!!! Amen!

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